I Can't Place a Name
I'm no poet
I must admit
but in good times and in bad
I am attentive in Lit.
Spanish is the subject that I dread the most
for hopelessness, doubt and lack of self confidence find me to be their host.
This girl does not have real problems
you must say
but my mom gave me one instruction
to do your best and play.
Be a player in this game called school
but now all I feel is like a fool.
I never was used to such low grades
and still am not
so every time I see a D or F I made
I twist into knots.
I have a really low self esteem and practically failing Spanish just burns a lot because I have A's in everything else and this is costing me a 4.0 I really do study hard, make notes of everything, and ask as many (dumb sounding) questions in class but I don't seem to be able to pick up on it as I do in Math.
Sorry if I overreact but hey, my life is pretty boring so this is as colourful as it gets. I honestly don't want to offend anyone who is going through a trough time its just a way for me to vent besides my wattpad book Old Friends Turn Best Friends where I try to make myself a life that just wont ever happen.