Everyone has a talent or a dream, I know I have one- but my life has been standing in the way of me chasing it. I'm shy, not a lot of people know me, or what I have always wanted to be. My family is broken, my brother died, my sister left and my parents had a harsh divorce. I decided it was time for a break- just for me. I went away, far away from everyone and everything. Hawaii. What a great place to be while turning 19, right? I got on my plane for the long trip, ready to get away from all my worries and pains, and when I looked over, there he was. He was the perfect guy, strong, dark, tall- sitting right beside me on the plane- while I have bed hair and morning breath? Later that week, we kept running into each other, not like it was a bad thing. Then, one day I found out what his 'mystery' career was, he was living the life I wanted, yet for some reason, I couldn't be mad, I thought everything would actually turn out the way I wanted. For once, my life took a turn for the good side! We found ourselves together, a lot, and then at a campfire, taking a walk, having a few drinks, and then... in bed.