suicidal • narry storan fanfic

suicidal • narry storan fanfic

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Hailey By MrsNiallHoran Updated Apr 17, 2015

One Direction is bigger and better than ever, though with all the die-hard fans, there's bound to be some die-hard haters. Bullies tend to target the weak, the sensitive, and this was no exception - the haters targeted the weak; they targeted Niall. Niall was the only one that was ever actually bothered by hate, and so, they sent it all his way. And it hurt. It hurt a lot, and slowly but surely, it broke him down.

Nowadays, Niall's swerving down onto a path of self-loathing and self-destruction, though nobody would ever know. On stage and in front of people, Niall hasn't changed a bit. He's still the vibrant, cheerful, happy-go-lucky Irishman he used to be. But when he's alone, the true reality comes out. He's fallen into a void of blackness and depression, and has gotten into some dangerous habits - drinking, smoking, self-harm, and not only that, but he's also bulimic and suicidal. He hates himself, hates everything about himself, but nobody would ever know that.

And to make matters worse, Niall has a stupid crush on his charming bandmate that he just can't seem to get rid of - Harry. How couldn't he have feelings for Harry? Harry's perfect. Not only does Niall have this crush on him, but he envies him. If he was as beautiful as Harry, both inside and out, then his life would be perfect. It had to be. When you were that perfect, how could anything in life possibly be wrong? But Niall tries his best to ignore it, since he doesn't need stupid feelings screwing up his life, too. He doesn't have time for feelings. He's swirling down into a dark void of hatred and depression and bitterness, he has to deal with the fact that he hates himself and the fact that he's too much of a goddamn coward to just end his life like he wants to; he doesn't need his stupid crush to make things even worse. But you can only ignore your feelings for so long, and when they turn into love...

  • bulimia
  • harry-styles
  • narry-storan
  • niall-horan
  • one-direction
  • sadness
  • self-harm
  • suicide
niallhoranlover1010 niallhoranlover1010 Jul 15, 2017
KittytheGamer293 KittytheGamer293 Jun 17, 2017
To be honest it took a lot in me to post what I just did, I'm sorry if you don't care for it and that I wasted your time, I didn't mean to.
kaleighb05 kaleighb05 Jun 11
Y do I read this?!?! I'm crying for some unknown reason😂😥😭
Newtmas_fan Newtmas_fan Mar 09
Its like I'm writing this because I'm in the same condition!!
KittytheGamer293 KittytheGamer293 Jun 17, 2017
I know this is just a story, but it's not worth it, don't do it, I tried it and realized I wanted to live when I did, please to anyone that's going through this, your life matters, don't let anyone tell you different.
Newtmas_fan Newtmas_fan Mar 09
It feels like me. Just I don't drink and smoke and yeah I know cutting yourself feels good!