When 18 year old Troye Sivan's boyfriend and best friend ends it all, Troye believes its all over for him. The homophobic slur coming out of his families mouth, not having anyone to hold him... It's all going downhill. After an "unfortunate" event, Troye meets someone. 19 year old Connor is scared. He's survived an abusive relationship, but it left him broken. He is scared of pretty much every moving thing. But one day, something bad turns into something good when he accidentally meets a blue eyed boy. Could his life actually be turned back around? ~ This is my first fanfiction. I'd call it cringey but it's actually pretty lit.