"Tell me all of the things that make you feel at ease." Connor Franta and Troye Sivan. Best friends who also happen to be successful Youtubers.. with Troye as a successful musician as well. Troye is openly gay but Connor is having trouble finding himself and has meaningless sex to forget the fact that he might be gay. But then Connor begins to feel something towards Troye and it's not just friendship. He decides to keep his feelings in to keep their friendship the same and it eventually becomes too much for him to handle. When he realizes that Troye is the only one that can help him feel at ease, he finally decides that keeping his feelings on the down low may not be the best idea.