Ever since I was younger me and my older brother have always had this connection. We've been through alot together and when we were younger we would explore our bodies together, but we didn't understand what love meant nor did we even know of the thing called sex. But when we go to high-school and learn about it we both grew distant to each other. I've now turned 18 and my love and arousal I feel from one glance of my brother is stronger than ever. But he brings girls home with him, and I hear moans and screams for it to be harder and faster. He was straight, that's what I thought before he got a boyfriend called Nathan, he was attractive to and Nathan told me to call him Nate as a nickname. I have feelings for him also. But how can this be!? I can't love my brothers boyfriend and my brother! Isn't that just weird?