Daehyun secretly wishes he'd died that day. It would be better than spending all this time in prison wondering how many days it's been. He's seen the others in prison from time to time except for Jongup and Zelo since they'd been sent to juvi instead due to their ages. Thinking about the two youngest members of the B.A.P gang makes his chest tighten as it always did; they were just so young to be involved in such a thing. Daehyun can remember all the times he'd ask the two about why they were there and the answers he'd receive. Junhong's family had been killed and he himself beaten by some muggers from our rival gang until Yongguk saved him and brought him in. Junhong swore he'd avenge his parents and Yongguk couldn't stop him. Jongup's parents got into a car accident when he was at a friend's house and his uncle put him on the black market. Jongup never remembered the details exactly but he remembers before anything could happen to him that he met Himchan.
Daehyun misses his family. Not his real family, they were somewhere else in the world, probably the States. No, he misses his B.A.P family. Yongguk and Himchan were the father and mother while Jongup and Junhong were the younger siblings. Daehyun tries not to think of the other member of the gang, Yoo Youngjae. Daehyun feels a mixture of emotions flood throughout his body; anger, hatred, distress, but there's still a bit of love and longing for the man that betrayed his family. Daehyun tries to stop as the memories flood his mind, but he remembers everything; all the smiles, laughs, hugs, kisses, the nights spent curled up together, the frustration from when Youngjae left without saying goodbye before going on his mission which resulted in him being "kidnapped". Daehyun feels a lump in his throat as he puts his head in his hands while the memories continue to flood his mind. He needs his time in prison to be up so he can stop thinking about Youngjae.