We fear that this moment will end, that we won't get what we need, that we will lose what we love, or that we will not be safe. Often, our biggest fear is the knowledge that one day our bodies will cease functioning. So even when we are surrounded by all the conditions for happiness, our joy is not complete. I never thought that I would meet anyone like that, or anyone like him. I never knew what one day in 1979 would lead to, but it affects my entire life. It's all because of my angel, River Jude.