[PREQUEL TO ENDEAVOUR] Life isn't all it's meant to be, when your hopes are run down to the ground and you feel as though you can't carry on no more. That nothing will save you in your final hours of need before you let go. It's hard having to smile when your not happy, having to live when it hurts the most. Every waking moment for Nichole is a sentence to hell. Like they say, it gets worse before it gets better.