" I know I have to get this fixed..now! There is not a crush…a spark….a romance…nothing between me and Brandon! He is a self-implying, two-faced, asshole who can never ever change! And I love Calvin, always which is not changing. I’m not going to allow it. I kept reassuring myself that over and over again. But why is it every time I see Brandon I have to run or just get away from him because of my stomach or the butterflies. Or why is it that every time I talk to Calvin I feel sick, or when he tells me loves me I can’t say it back, I won’t because if I do it makes me realize that there is nothing between me and Calvin and I can’t face that fact. I can’t face that for 4 years of us being together he doesn’t make my heart leap anymore, or my stomach about to explode, or me giggling like a little girl. Brandon does. And I can make myself cry, beg, plead, for me not to feel this way, but it won’t change. I can’t make it change. I can’t face that fact because he’ll ruin me. I just know he will. So the best thing for me and for everybody else is to carry on and I need to just erase my feelings for him…somehow." Yep, thats me. Jamie Preston. The straight A student who has never failed a test, or did anything bad in her life. I had it all figured out. Perfect boyfriend, perfect life. It was like I plotted out my life plan and everything was going perfectly! Till I met LA's bad boy. Brandon Hayes. Record, arrested, dangerous. Thats what everyone said of course. So what happens when me and him meet up? Lets just say, it isn't all peachy.