SALVAGED BY BEST FRIEND
"this is not how it's supposed to end" I said with moist eyes controlling myself, reminding not to break in front of him.
"we dont always get what we want" Bryan said , trying to act cool but his tense jaws and stiff shoulders gave him away.
"you are breaking my heart by doing this" I said, letting him know what he is doing to me.
"it is for the best for both of us"he said without facing me, I was sure he was trying to control his tears.
"can I hug you? for the last time
for the sake of our friendship"i asked, hoping to memorise the feeling of him with me.
"I don't think its a good idea kiara " he denied, he knew why I was aking for this.. to memorise my love for the last time but he snatched the chance from me.
"good luck!" I said
there's nothing else to say.
Then the reality struck me that
I not only lost my love , but I lost my best friend also, my only support I had. he made me an orphan once again.
loving him was like holding the sun, he left burns.