C'mon, abuse me more I like it....
C'mon keep talking 'cause it's true....
Niall grew up different. He was often given names like a freak or a psycho for his obsession with things like pain and gore.
He wasn't like the other kids, he loved getting hurt. And on top of that he was out of the closet, so he also had gay insults thrown at him.
Niall never understood his obsession with pain, he liked to hurt himself with lighters and ropes. He'd wrap a rope around his arm so tight it would almost cut off the circulation, he'd burn the top of a lighter into his arm and when he was bored he'd scratch his leg till it was bleeding.
He always felt like the odd one out, until he met somebody new. Somebody who felt differently towards Niall than everybody else.
And once he found out about Niall's fascination and odd habits that boy felt something that you could only explain as excitement