2016©| Childhood memories crowed my mind when I saw her smile or trying to remember the handshake from our childhood that I never forgot. She doesn't know I remember but if acting as if I don't will keep her around longer then I don't. We could spend hours together talking about nothing or just seamlessly listening to her talk about herself. I was never listening but her voice soothed my very being. She knew me like the back of her hand and I liked it like that.
She left for a summer to visit her folks and I made a one mistake. One night. One Time. Ruined my life.
Everything shattered. Perfect memories of our future was ripped apart carelessly. Everything's around me was falling apart. My life was ruptured and it was my fault. Life as I knew it was over.
Or was it just a new beginning?
| Remade on 1/2/16 |