"What the fuck were you thinking?! What happens when your mom finds out?" You see, my mom is a homophobe, and I don't know what'll happen when she finds out I'm gay. Maybe she'll kick me out and I'd be free of putting up with her bullshit. I forgot to mention, my name is Lauren Jauregui and I attend community college in California. I'm 19 years old and I still live with my mom, dad left 3 years ago for some blonde bimbo.