Life is truly weird and fate has a cruel sense of humour. Ever since I've married Andrew my life hasn't been the same. Years after I've divorced him it still changes for me. My life is just a rollercoaster with no direction at all and never ending betrayals of people around me. #5 in chicklit on 19-10-2016 Extract: "I love you Bella. I loved you since the moment I saw you. You.. You intrigue me. I don't how and why but I haven't felt like this for anyone else other than Alayna. I truly love you" he says. If it would've been the old me I would've been running into his arms but I'm not going to fall for his stupid confessions. All these years have taught me well. "Well!" I start not having any intention to let go of his crimes yet, "What if you get to know that Alayna is alive and was true to you? I mean she hasn't cheated on you? Will you still love me or you'll go back to her? I'm not being jealous over here. I'm just being practical." I say knowing that it is true. "No matter what I still love you Isabella" he says. Too bad I don't. "Even if alayna comes in front of you?" I question as he stares at me in disbelief. "But isn't she dead?" he asks becoming cold and rigid. "What if I say she isn't?" I ask as he stares at me with those hypnotic eyes making me want to be with him forever. Something which will happen only for a few years if I say yes.