look at me daddy!!

look at me daddy!!

620 Reads 13 Votes 1 Part Story
Insha Rehman By InshaRehman Updated Oct 20, 2010

LOOK AT ME DADDY..

IM STILL YOUR LITTLE GIRL..

IM JUST A LONELY CHILD..

WHO LOOKS ALL GROWN UP TO THE WORLD..!!!!




WHEN YOU SAY ...

THAT I AM THE "BLACK SHEEP" OF THE FAMILY..

LOOK BEYOND THE INDIFFERENT SHRUG DADDY..

YOUR HARSH WORDS BREAK MY HEART

 IN A MILLION PIECES EACH DAY..!!!





YOU COMPARE ME WITH OTHERS

 "BETTER" THAN ME..

AND I FALL SHORT OF YOUR "EXPECTATIONS"..




MY FAULTS SEEM MAGNIFIED... 

UNDER YOUR JUDGING EYES..!!!






 TO BECOME "PERFECT"..

I ALTER MY ORIGINALITY'S  EVERY ASPECT..

BUT THE MORE EFFORTS I PUT  IN TIME..

MAKES ME LAG BEHIND..!!!





JUST ONCE SAY SOMETHING NICE ..

 1 KIND WORD..

THAT WOULD SAVE ME..

FROM FALLING IN MY OWN EYES..!!!






MY SILENCE ASKS YOU TO LOVE ME

FOR WHAT I AM..

DON'T KNOW HOW LONG

I CAN LIVE THIS SHAM..!!!!





LOOK AT ME DADDY..

I AM STILL YOUR LITTLE GIRL..




DAY AND NIGHT I AM FIGHTING 

SO MANY DEMONS ALL ALONE..

EVERY WHERE I SEE..

I FIND LIES AND DECEITS..

EVEN THE MIRROR...

NOW REFUSES TO RECOGNIZE ME..!!!






STANDING AT THE THRESHOLD..

I TURN AROUND..

A SILENT PRAYER

ESCAPES MY LIPS..





I WANNA CALL OUT TO YOU...





"HEY, I AM STILL NOT READY TO FLY OUT OF THE NEST..

DONT RUSH ME..

DONT PUSH ME AWAY..

OH !! THE VALLEY SEEMS SO DEEP....

OHH!! THE WINDS FEEL SO HARSH...


WHAT IF MY WINGS DONT KEEP ME AFLOAT..

AND I CRASH DOWN INTO THE ROCKS?????? "





BUT YOU DONT HEAR

MY SILENT PRAYER..

DONT SEE THE UNSHED TEARS..

I HIDE IN MY EYES..!!!





FOR ONE MOMENT...

GIVE ME A LOVING GLANCE DADDY..

I CANT SUFFER THIS HATRED ANYMORE..


JUST ONCE..

TAKE ME IN YOUR ARMS..

THIS PAIN IS RIPPING AWAY MY SOUL...!!!!!!!!!!!













RandomGem2012 RandomGem2012 Aug 23, 2013
That.... that's really moving. Are you speaking from experience or just a random poem?
MrsBelikova MrsBelikova Apr 20, 2012
this is so beautiful!So well expressed,and you can just feel the emotions!
                              Plus,this poem is like a a story of my life... :/
Dream_Girl Dream_Girl Oct 20, 2010
this is wonderful...just perfect
                              (it would have been better if you didnt write it all in capitals...but who knows? thats just my opinion)