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I Can't Keep Holding On

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Reads 1,539
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Time 1h 37m

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Three and a half years after the beginning of the zombie apocalypse and the original group is separated. Mike and Justin managed to find each other but Vic is still missing. Kellin made his way into a new group after the fall of the walls and the death to his father. He's still looking for his missing husband though. Six months without Vic. The only thing Kellin has left is the ring along with the memories of the year they spent together. He's been looking everywhere for his friends. His mother says to forget about them. But how could he? They were his family. Will he ever find them? Or will they be lost forever?

I do not own any band members mentioned in this story. This is completely fictional.

It's probably best to read My Heart Died With This World before reading this one to explain some of the things that are mentioned in this story. This is the sequel.All Rights Reserved

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They Never Tell the Truth by NikkieSmiles16

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He's Always Going To Be The One (Kellic BoyXBoy) cover

They Never Tell the Truth cover

An Unexpected Surprise- Kellic-BoyXBoy cover

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I Knew It Was You (Kellic)(Mpreg) 2022 cover

Parasites (Kellic)

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