I'm a total loser. I can't take care of my sister, I can't pay the bills by myself, I can't to better than a D in school, and I'm in trouble all the time. I never ever had a relationship with anyone, not like I'd have time for dating. I'm doing my senior year for the second time, and no one believes I'll ever finish. Well maybe I won't, but school is the last thing I care about. What do I care about? Having a proper meal at Christmas with my sister, and having one free night in a year. Paying the bills in time, and music. Well music is the only thing that keeps me alive after my sister.