I have been used, misused and abused by a man I called "The love of my life". I have been beaten, bruised, swept off from one corner to the other by the same man I called "The love of my life". In this book I will take you step by step like my own little diary on how I met my mistake at the age of sixteen. Some may feel my pain, some may laugh at it but only one could imagine the horrors a sixteen-year-old could go through. This is a real story. This is a short draft, life is not always a fairytale and God gives you what you can handle.