Lost and Insecure (Larry Stylinson AU)

Lost and Insecure (Larry Stylinson AU)

399K Reads 15.1K Votes 21 Part Story
LightningandMoments By LightningandMoments Completed

Harry Styles was just a sixteen year old boy afraid to leave his bedroom. That's normal, right?

Except it's not. Harry suffers from Schizophrenia. His Mum had been told by doctors, when he was only seven years old, that he was 'sick in the mind'.

Schizophrenia: A of a group of psychotic disorders usually characterized by withdrawal from reality, illogical patterns of thinking, delusions, and hallucinations, and accompanied in varying degrees by other emotional, behavioral, or intellectual disturbances.

Harry Styles had suffered from depression, hallucinated and heard voices all of his life, voices whispering to him that he was not worth the air he breathed, and for years various coloured pills had kept them mostly tamed.   

Somehow Harry had managed to nab Louis Tomlinson along the way. Beautiful, excitable, pretty perfect  Louis Tomlinson. Louis is the only person who gets him, and he is the only person who Harry feels safe around, because Louis keeps all of the voices away - Louis loves him, and promised Harry that he loved him. Louis swore he would always be there.   

So what happens when Harry's rose-tinted glasses get torn away, and all he is left with is the reality that even love can't keep him safe from the voices.   

Because Louis, pretty perfect Louis Tomlinson, can't keep his promise.

DISCLAIMER: I don't own anyone in this story, it is purely fiction.

  • angst
  • hallucination
  • harm
  • harry
  • highschool
  • hospital
  • johanna
  • larry
  • louis
  • lourry
  • one
  • schizophrenia
  • self
  • stylinson
  • suicide
my brother has it, and its actually heartbreaking sometimes. he's a completely different person than he used to be
IM HERE FROM THE ENDING OF THE BOOK TO SAY you're in for a ride like actually I'm super hurt and wow good luck
jhopesenglishtalkeu jhopesenglishtalkeu Aug 12, 2016
Second time reading, this is seriously my favorite larry fanfic ever so HERE WE GO AGAIN
jhopesenglishtalkeu jhopesenglishtalkeu May 22, 2016
Why am I reading this while listening to The Fray? I'm definitely going to cry
oops_hi_larry91 oops_hi_larry91 Aug 04, 2016
*Grabs tissues* I'm ready for the heart break and heart attacks
transgender_psycho transgender_psycho Jan 09, 2016
My bfs friend has this. He's actually pretty high functioning since he stopped taking his medication. On medication, he was a complete zombie. Now he's just full of energy and lively