Lost and Insecure (Larry Stylinson AU)

Lost and Insecure (Larry Stylinson AU)

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LightningandMoments By LightningandMoments Completed

Harry Styles was just a sixteen year old boy afraid to leave his bedroom. That's normal, right?

Except it's not. Harry suffers from Schizophrenia. His Mum had been told by doctors, when he was only seven years old, that he was 'sick in the mind'.

Schizophrenia: A of a group of psychotic disorders usually characterized by withdrawal from reality, illogical patterns of thinking, delusions, and hallucinations, and accompanied in varying degrees by other emotional, behavioral, or intellectual disturbances.

Harry Styles had suffered from depression, hallucinated and heard voices all of his life, voices whispering to him that he was not worth the air he breathed, and for years various coloured pills had kept them mostly tamed.   

Somehow Harry had managed to nab Louis Tomlinson along the way. Beautiful, excitable, pretty perfect  Louis Tomlinson. Louis is the only person who gets him, and he is the only person who Harry feels safe around, because Louis keeps all of the voices away - Louis loves him, and promised Harry that he loved him. Louis swore he would always be there.   

So what happens when Harry's rose-tinted glasses get torn away, and all he is left with is the reality that even love can't keep him safe from the voices.   

Because Louis, pretty perfect Louis Tomlinson, can't keep his promise.

DISCLAIMER: I don't own anyone in this story, it is purely fiction.

  • angst
  • hallucination
  • harm
  • harry
  • highschool
  • hospital
  • johanna
  • larry
  • louis
  • lourry
  • one
  • schizophrenia
  • self
  • stylinson
  • suicide
0hn0nia11 0hn0nia11 Jul 17
10.. TEN...
                              AW.. I SAW A PHOTO OF HIM WHEN HE WAS 10, HE LOOKED LIKE A LITTLE PUPPY
I'm a newbie. I saw this on a suggested list on fanfics. Decided to read this, the description was amazing.
                              I want to cry.
Adeela1234 Adeela1234 6 days ago
Is it just me who thinks that Harry is imagining these people?
IM HERE FROM THE ENDING OF THE BOOK TO SAY you're in for a ride like actually I'm super hurt and wow good luck
And this, ladies and gentlemen,is reason #999373844 why I love zayn malik