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control ; phan

control ; phan

18K Reads 1.3K Votes 14 Part Story
gabby By heathenshowell Updated Feb 01

dan howell is diagnosed with bipolar disorder and schizophrenia. one day, he meets a boy named phil lester, someone who makes him forget about all of his problems.
but what if phil is one of his problems?

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❝who is in control?❞
❝you are❞

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• huge trigger warning
• lowercase intended
• slow-ish updates
•  mature content!

ANDALL THE KIDS CRIED OUT PLEASE STOP YOUR SCARING ME I CANT HELP THIS AWFUL ENERGY GOD DAMN RIGHT YOU SHOULD BE SCARED IF ME HOW IS IN CONTROL IM WELL AQUATINTED WITH VILLANS THAT LIVE IN MY HEAD
AND ALL THE KIDS CRIED OUT PLEASE STOP SCARING ME! I CAN'T HELP THIS AWFUL ENERGY! GOD DAMN RIGHT YOU SHOULD BE SCARED ME! WHO IS IN CONTROL!
I actually read this as "I felt panic!atthedisco build up in my chest" fml
NeonWishes NeonWishes Nov 09, 2016
i hear theM CALLING FOR YOU 
                              AAAAAaaAaAaaOOoooOOooOoooHHHhhh
                              
                              Sorry I'm 1D trash
huedbandit huedbandit Nov 16, 2016
ID PACE AROUND, FOR HOURS ON EMPTY. I JUMP AT THE SLIGHTEST OF SOUNDS
DaisyN9243 DaisyN9243 Oct 17, 2016
IM DOWN TO MY SKIN AND BONES
                              MY BABY LISTENS TO ME ON THE PHONE
                              troye sivan anybody? no? oh... okay...