control ; phan

control ; phan

14.5K Reads 1.1K Votes 14 Part Story
gabby By heathenshowell Updated Feb 01

dan howell is diagnosed with bipolar disorder and schizophrenia. one day, he meets a boy named phil lester, someone who makes him forget about all of his problems.
but what if phil is one of his problems?

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❝who is in control?❞
❝you are❞

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• huge trigger warning
• lowercase intended
• slow-ish updates
•  mature content!

im_jacob_idk im_jacob_idk 3 days ago
I actually read this as "I felt panic!atthedisco build up in my chest" fml
NeonWishes NeonWishes Nov 09, 2016
i hear theM CALLING FOR YOU 
                              AAAAAaaAaAaaOOoooOOooOoooHHHhhh
                              
                              Sorry I'm 1D trash
like80sfilms like80sfilms Sep 06, 2016
this is so sad and realistic for schizophrenia ugh I wanna cry
huedbandit huedbandit Nov 16, 2016
ID PACE AROUND, FOR HOURS ON EMPTY. I JUMP AT THE SLIGHTEST OF SOUNDS
_slasher _slasher Aug 25, 2016
There are four types of people in this comments section:
                              John Cena meme 
                              Sarcastically saying halsey is in control
                              Referencing the hat fic *shivers* #spon halsey
DaisyN9243 DaisyN9243 Oct 17, 2016
IM DOWN TO MY SKIN AND BONES
                              MY BABY LISTENS TO ME ON THE PHONE
                              troye sivan anybody? no? oh... okay...