Naruto is in so much pain. His life is crumbling down. His anger and pain are literally eating him up in the inside. He struggles to keep his mask up for so long. He has nobody. Well maybe he isn't alone. Naruto wishes to die. Maybe he should just give up? Be himself, a monster. Being born hated and abused. These are the perks of being a Jinshuruki. Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto or any of the fan art used in this story. I only own the plot. I do not own any of the characters.