FIREFLIES a Namjin fanfic
All Jin ever wanted was to protect Namjoon.... his best friend he cared so much about, he wanted to make him happy, he wanted to see him smile and laugh with him, he wanted to be the one Namjoon would run to when he was sad, he wanted to be with him.....Jin came to realise that as they both grew older he wanted more, he wanted to hug Namjoon, he wanted to Namjoon to notice him, he wanted him play attention, he wanted to feel Namjoon's lips against his....but the way Jin saw things, Jin to Namjoon was only his childhood friend who helped him get over a horrible past...at least that's how Jin saw it no one really knew what went inside Namjoon's head but Namjoon himself.
"Namjoon-ah I need to tell you something"
"Sorry hyung, it is important? I'm kinda busy right now"
"Um...n-no it's not...well maybe a Little-"
"Great can you tell me later?"
"Am I...not important to you Namjoon?"
"Hyung? What are you saying-"
"NeverMind....I don't want to hear it"
"You're the light that shines my darkness,
my firefly who leads me to the light,
Who helps me escape the monsters inside my head"