Start Again || Hariana
"You fucking promised Ariana!"
"Please just lis-"
"No! You know what? Just go, you really want to see me break again huh?"
"You don't understand, Harry. I don't have a choice"
"Bullshit! You always have a choice"
And with that I watched him walk away knowing I might not ever see him again. I felt a thousand daggers were being thrust into my chest and twisted. My breath came in short, painful gasps that left me dizzy and nauseated. I struggled with the urge to run after him and tell him it would work, and to stay.
But my feet felt like they were encased in the cement and my heart pounded in my chest, knowing that I might have just lost him. Tears ran down my cheeks, like a mount of waterfall. The thoughts that were running through my head drowned me, making me feel weak.
I wanted to scream with every anger that held inside of me, from all the fights we had and the tears we shared, and most importantly the broken heart, he once had. And the broken heart that I fixed, which was just broken again, by me.
(WARNING; THE FIRST FEW CHAPTERS SUCK, BUT IT GETS BETTER IN A FEW CHAPTERS LATER! SO DONT GIVE UP YET HEHE!)