❝I wish I could have told you that, Dan.❞
Phil Lester grew up. Dan Howell didn't have the chance to, well, in Phil's eyes, anyway.
Phil finds himself with a lot of time alone, and so he sits down with a pen and caramel macchiato and reminisces on days on the Manchester Eye, the sofa at Starbucks and walks through abandoned hospitals.
A My Chemical Romance inspired fan fiction, taking place when Phil doesn't have Dan.