17 year old Castiel Novak was ready to leave. Ready to walk into the water and die. When telling his therapist she sends him into a Mental Hospital for treatment and that's when he meets him. The lonely green eyed boy drowning in his own self pity. He pushes himself and Dean into the light and they keep fighting, hanging on each other for support. Trigger Warnings! Self-harm Self pity Abuse Smut Fluff Destiel Fanfiction.