the world goes on everyday it makes changes for us every single way one day i am making this one girl smile the next i make her cry cry cry I dont want this to be how I react. I am sorry for the way acted I've been stupid today in many ways I just dont want to make it my worst day. I love you my dear... i just dont know whats going on?! I'm spread so thin every which way and I'm a mess thats all, okay? I"m trying to get back on my feet love, I didn't mean to be such a creep I'm sorry is all i can say I dont want you to leave me and that the truth i swear. I'll get back to being the one you love. I never meant to hurt you at all. please forgive me is all i can ask. and this poem i dedicate just just for my vamp.