wake up, phil - [phan]

wake up, phil - [phan]

130K Reads 7.3K Votes 51 Part Story
liv By spaceboylester Completed

'Oh God Phil, I know you've messed up in the past, but this time you've really done it.'

Dan and Phil go to a restaurant one November evening to visit Dan's parents. It all seems like a pleasant evening, until Phil accidentally exposes his relationship with Dan, who knows his parents are severely homophobic.

Mistakes are made, and Phil ends up in hospital.

Dan, alone, waits for weeks for Phil to wake up from his coma state, until one day, he decides he can't wait any longer, so he tries to end his life to be with Phil, whom he thinks is dead.

Phil wakes up, only to find Dan is not by his side, but on his way to a bridge over the Thames as he prepares to jump into the murky waters and take his own life.

( WARNINGS: swearing, a few TWs, anger and violence )

  • amazingphil
  • danisnotonfire
  • kickthephan
  • kickthestickz
  • phanfiction
  • shipping
FudgyChan FudgyChan Jul 07
I'm rereading *grabs tissues and carton of ice cream * Let's do this
I mean, I wouldn't be able to breathe for a while if they came out and came out as a couple, but I wouldn't harass them ):
yagsiylime yagsiylime Nov 06
I could care less if they aren't a couple, I'll still fantasize, but I wouldnt harass them...
Asmighty61 Asmighty61 Nov 11
I know people are mean to Phil but it probs hurts Dan too when people say they like him more because he's hot as he once said that no one would watch him if he wasn't attractive but when people are asked why they like Phil, they say that they like his personality and his attractiveness is a plus.
FudgyChan FudgyChan Jun 12
Oh Philip when you smile I am undone
                              My son
                              Look at my son
                              Pride is not the word I'm looking for
                              There is so much more inside me now
                              Oh Philip you outshine the morning son
                              My son
                              When you smile
                              I fall apart
                              And I thought I was so smart
Ok but like, I actually felt a tightening in my chest when I read that. I wanted to scream "no, you're beautiful and people love you so much" but I can't because it's 2:17 am and everyone in my house is asleep and just, this pains me so, freaking much.