You are an ordinary girl you lost your parents when you where 16 in a shooting. Three years later you are now 18 (about to be 19) ready to graduate but things start to take a turn for the worst. The Vanoss crew begins to use you as a personal punching bag. The leader of the group (A.K.A Vanoss/ Evan) begins to develop feelings for you. Vanoss wants to love you and not hurt you. He doesn't want to be seen as a coward in front of his friends, so he beats you and regrets it later. One day Vanoss comes up to you, you where kinda scared. Just waiting for something bad happen to you but nothing bad happens only something good that you never seen or felt before... want to know more about it read the book in order to find out.