broken strings. ➳ payne. [slow updates]
[on going.] [slow updates.]
I always give people the option to leave. It doesn't matter how long I have known you, I will constantly remind you that you can leave at anytime you want. I'm sure you're wondering why I give this option. It's simple really. I don't want people to think that I'll be hurt if they leave. I know how much of a burden I can be, and don't blame anyone for wanting to leave. And with this option, they don't have to stick around and pretend to like me. Because pretending to like me, hurts just as much as leaving.
Now, this is my story. My best friend made a promise that he would never leave. But just like every other promise in the world, it was broken. It crushed me more than ever because he was all I had, well besides my mom. But even then, she left me too. Now in this crazy story I call my life, I am going to be internally fighting with myself. Regretting on decisions I made, or didn't. A good majority of this is my fault, I know it is. But there are some moments when I blame him. He is part of some stupid boy band that has currently taken over the world. And he somehow comes back into my life, after leaving.
Warning: This story will contain mature content and it may be uncomfortable for some readers. Warning will be given in the beginning of the chapter.
Soundtrack: "While The World Let Go" - A Rocket To The Moon; "Wipe Your Eyes" - Maroon 5; "Over Again" - One Direction
Cover made by the lovely @Liz_Vega :)
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