I've been tied down for the past 4 years of my life.
I couldn't do somethings because they were 'bad for my publicity', I couldn't go find the love of my life. The real one, not the one they set me up with.
They didn't know who the real me was. I don't know who the real me is anymore, I lost myself. Making people happy, putting them first. But now I'm choosing myself. Im gonna release my own music. Im gonna go out with my girlfriend. Im gonna defend myself. Im gonna be the real me, no matter how much they don't like it.
Cause after all I never changed .. they just never knew.
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Warning: this story contain foul language, self harm mentioned, and sex, and if you aren't comfortable reading that please read at your own risk. Enjoy.
Start date: July 30, 2015