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Broken Blue Balloons    (Islamic Story)

Broken Blue Balloons (Islamic Story)

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~ sssilentscreamsss By sssilentscreamsss Updated Feb 27

From the author of You, my Punishment and Have you..?
'Vincent Van Gogh used to eat yellow paint because he thought it would get the happiness inside him. Many people thought he was mad and stupid for doing so because the paint was toxic, never mind that it was obvious that eating paint couldn't possible have any direct correlation to one's happiness, but I never saw that. If you were so unhappy that even the maddest ideas could possible work, like painting the walls of your internal organs yellow, than you are going to do it. It's really no different than falling in love or taking drugs. There is a greater risk of getting your heart broken or overdosing, but people still do it everyday because there was always that chance it could make things better. Everyone has their yellow paint.' I closed the page of my laptop and sighed. The things I've been reading were not helping me to have peace with myself. I looked in the corner of my room. It looked gorgeous. The blue balloon looked gorgeous. Blue stands for communication, for trust. For logic and for calm. Blue is thinking, light, sun, sky. But to me, blue has the worse inside. To me blue is cold. Blue has lack of emotion. Blue is unfriendly. It was never there for me. No one was. Blue looked gorgeous from the outside, but from the inside it was empty. Empty as my soul.

Nila was having a battle inside of her. Her mind wasn't logical. Things never made sense. She was trying to find something, but always ended up with empty hands. She knew that there was a truth somewhere hidden in the world. She knew she would find it. She started receiving letters that was going to change that. But what she didn't know was how broken she would be when she finally found it.  How many broken blue balloons will there be when she has finally peace with her mind, peace with her own yellow paint.

Islamic romance story. 
I warn you for the grammar mistakes.

  • changing
  • convert
  • death
  • findingislam
  • innerpeace
  • islam
  • life
  • love
  • peace
  • revert
  • romance
  • struggle
  • together
  • war
  • wattys2015
Ma sha Allah, I'm excited to read it. Already love the idea of your book!
AfinahHanifa AfinahHanifa Sep 22, 2016
Assalamu alaykum Author.. I'm excited to read this... I'm done reading with your 1st to works and it's Amazing... You're such a great Author... May Allah Bless you Always........
gisseleissocool gisseleissocool Jul 06, 2016
Wow!its gnna b a grt story by the wonder..frm the author of y,mp and have you....?......amazing writer....oh how i love the way u write!!! God bless u n good luck.
0724612175A 0724612175A Nov 24, 2016
Masha Allah...its amazing...may God bless your are an amazing grammar mistakes....
BurningGrey BurningGrey Oct 12, 2015
But the literature and your thinking (how you described blue)  is awesome... Whatever i said is a compliment please dont take it to ur heart or seriously..
bbkaya bbkaya Oct 11, 2015
HI!! i just wanted to say that i love your beautifully described  book! can't wait for the next coming chapters! ;)