I need to stay strong. Everything happens for a reason, I just wish I knew the reason sometimes..
My marriage is over. My life is a mess and I'm lost on what to do anymore.
I had a plan. My life plan.
Spend the rest of my life married to the man I fell in love with, have my first child with him, maybe 1 or 2 more in the future and grown old together as we watched our children thrive.
All my hope of that is gone now.. In one single senseless act..
I won't try to convince myself I don't care, that won't help but drive me further into denial, but I had my friends. These 3 amazing people, have my back and they will always be here for me, that's all the encouragement I needed for the moment to keep me going.
But one question remained..
Where do I go from here?