NO TRANSLATIONS •EXCERPT• All the worry about not finding her in time. In time. I will find her, that's for sure, but what if I'm too late? All the pain I held. If it weren't for me putting her in that car she would have been in my arms right now, safe and sound. All the guilt. All the sadness. All the loneliness I felt without her beside me was eating me up inside. I would never admit it though.