This was written for the 13 reason why "What if" contest.
So a little backstory: (you don't have to read this, but if you want to go ahead)
I was at a Trump rally and the guy I liked / my best friend was there. I pretty much completely ignored him. He wanted to go and sit on the top row of the collapsed bleachers together. Instead, we just held onto the sides of the bleachers (because they were collapsed... stacked one on top of another?) and he wanted to hold my hand to make sure I didn't fall off. Guess who didn't hold it? THE IDIOT WRITING THIS THINGY! Then I found he actually liked me back.... I'm a FAILURE! Soon after, he "decided" he was gay because I would never like him... (He literally said that DON'T JUDGE MY CHOICE OF WORDS!) He gets bullied for "being gay." So, yeah, there's the backstory.