Even My Wolf Thinks I'm Ugly
Algophobia. The fear of being in pain.
Athazagoraphobia. The fear of being forgotten, abandoned, ignored or forgetting.
Cacophobia. The fear of ugliness, or people seeing you as ugly.
Congenyphobia. The fear of being hated.
Gelotophobia. The fear of being bullied or publicly humiliated.
Arachibutyrophobia. The fear of getting peanut butter stuck to the roof of your mouth.
Lol. No. Had to put that last one in there.
I am all of these. Well, except that last one. That one was just there, for the lolz. Anyway, I always have been, probably always will be. Afraid of the rest of them, I mean.
And yet I still receive them.
I am constantly ignored, forgotten, and when I'm not?
That's when the bullying, the pain and the hating begin.
There is nothing that I can do about it. Absolutely nothing.
What should I do? What could I?