I can't feel or can I feel? He wants to love me but I don't know if I'll ever be ready. Being trapped in this confined place is harming me and killing me on the inside. I just need to be freed but how can I when its so much things I'm unaware of. Twenty two years strong and I still don't know my identity because of all the harm they caused me. Will he be my thug in shining armor or will I get sucked into the vortex of The Jungle.