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Words a Mother Never Heard (Wattys2016)

Words a Mother Never Heard (Wattys2016)

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Nikki D. Allen By NikkiDAllen Completed

A young woman who was always the life of the party, quick to tell a joke, always smiling and happy, tragically dies at age 23. What her mother found after her death reflected a much different young woman, her poetry. Her words showed a young woman crying out to feel loved, wanted, beautiful and worthy. Struggling to accept herself as the wonderful, happy, beautiful young woman everyone else saw her as. Her words reflect the pain and torment she allowed another to cause her. It is her mother's most heart felt desire to reach even one young person struggling to accept themselves. To encourage them to open up and talk to someone, to know they are never alone, to know their feelings are validated. She also hopes to reach a mother that perhaps feels her daughter is perfect and completely in charge of her life, as mothers often do. After reading her poetry, hopefully it will facilitate conversation, confirm unconditional love and help to end words that a mother never hears. I am her mother and these are her words.

  • daughter
  • depression
  • justwriteit
  • knowledge
  • love
  • mother
  • mémoire
  • original
  • poetry
  • relationship
  • trailblazers
  • truestory
  • wattys2016
-letmeslytherin -letmeslytherin Sep 15, 2017
Oh my. This is incredibly emotional. And I don't cry very often.
NikkiDAllen NikkiDAllen Apr 07, 2017
I know the pain of her loss will be with me until the day I die.
ghhbffftyjnn ghhbffftyjnn Apr 07, 2017
For me, loss is something that doesn't get easier to deal with over time, instead it becomes less of priority over years.
This is so heartbreaking.. I'm sorry for your loss.. But I appreciate your effort to share all of this with us inorder to help those going through a similar phase.. thank you
Nahr-Al-Arnab Nahr-Al-Arnab Apr 27, 2017
I'm very sorry for your loss, deepest condolences. This is sad, yet touching
Can I just say. Am still reading how you love your daughter and family. But can already tell that she was  an angel of gods With a heart of pure love.❤️❤️❤️❤️🙏🙏🙏🙏