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Miaa By spvnishdoll Updated Jul 24, 2016

I lay on the bathroom floor, sobbing, the room filling with the scent of vomit. I didn't want to eat, but I was just so hungry. Having these thoughts made me feel dirty; so I stuck two fingers down my throat for the second time today; letting the chunks of my meal fall into the toilet.

The voices in my head yell at me: What are you doing? Do you want to get even fatter than you already are?. It's torture. 

Nobody can see the yelling and screaming that takes place on the inside, just a fake smile. 

Hi, I'm Spencer. I'm 17 years old and I'm anorexic. This is my story.

kellayy_ kellayy_ Sep 20, 2016
Omg I need those pills! wish I could loose that much overnight
Mina_200 Mina_200 Dec 31, 2016
I wish I could convince Spencer that she is not fat but properly underweight
- - Aug 17, 2016
Most of my friends look like models and I look like a rotten potato.
Grinning4Undertaker Grinning4Undertaker Sep 28, 2016
You lost 6 pounds in a night if I could do that I wouldn't be on a diet
xXstolen_secretsXx xXstolen_secretsXx Aug 02, 2016
I can't make myself throw up, I've tried, it just doesn't work :/
catabernal_ catabernal_ Dec 29, 2016
I have tried to stick two fingers but it never works u know , I never throw up