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Miaa By MiaaRosales Updated Jul 24

I lay on the bathroom floor, sobbing, the room filling with the scent of vomit. I didn't want to eat, but I was just so hungry. Having these thoughts made me feel dirty; so I stuck two fingers down my throat for the second time today; letting the chunks of my meal fall into the toilet.

The voices in my head yell at me: What are you doing? Do you want to get even fatter than you already are?. It's torture. 

Nobody can see the yelling and screaming that takes place on the inside, just a fake smile. 

Hi, I'm Spencer. I'm 17 years old and I'm anorexic. This is my story.

kellayy_ kellayy_ Sep 20
Omg I need those pills! wish I could loose that much overnight
- - Aug 17
Most of my friends look like models and I look like a rotten potato.
You lost 6 pounds in a night if I could do that I wouldn't be on a diet
I can't make myself throw up, I've tried, it just doesn't work :/
anasfeather anasfeather Jul 21
Almost all of my friends are so pretty and skinny, I want to be skinny so badly. I want to be pretty. I rarely eat and when I do it's usually a small breakfast and then I workout twice as much.
At under a hundred pounds and nearing 90 her hips would be protruding, her ribs clearly visible, and her legs extremely thin, meaning  gap between thighs if she was the average height for a woman in the U.S.