I do not understand him, why don't he just reject me? it would be a lot easier. it would hurt but its better than the position I'm in now. I'm his slave, no I'm not his sex slave, I'm really his slave. we found each other five months ago, yet no one knows about me in the pack, not even his beta. and while I'm down here he's up there doing god know what, with other girls. I know this because I feel it in my chest. he keeps me locked up, I'm his little secret, his secret mate.