She never thought she was one of those girls. But then again, Nielle never had a solid idea of what kind of girl she was exactly. But wrapped up in a guy? Lost in his college world, full of alcohol and drugs and music? It was hard to seperate the facts from the falsehoods, hard to tell when to leave and when to stay, hard to know who she was and who she wanted to be. About growing up, falling down, speeding up and slowing down.