tonight

tonight

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Bumble Bree By bumblebree92614 Updated Jun 19, 2015

It's one of those nights where I'm nervous
I don't hear the music, I hear the ticking of the clock 
I don't see darkness, I see my life, flashing before my eyes. And I can't sleep, because there is no dreaming. And I'm scared. That the plans I've had for my life and just gonna be written on a piece of paper and nothing is going to get done with them.
I'm worried 
I'm worried that everyone in my life is going to leave, because the people who were supposed to care didnt, so why should they
And I cry, I sit in the darkness and watch the last I don't even know how many years play back before me,as I cry. 
There is a funeral, but not for anyone living. 
There is a funeral for the person I used to be. The person every one misses. And there is a funeral for the person I should have been 
I'm scared
I'm scared I'm going to fail 
I'm scared that everything I have done in my life is going to be for nothing 
That the words I have spoken and the ideas I've come up with are going to be for nothing,...