She played life ruff with scrapes on her elbows and bruises on her knees. She was abusive, stalwart, but behind her hard personality was a broken eleven year old girl, with a secret to keep and fears of her own. Her fears and secrets: she was afraid of being alone. Alone. Yes, that's the key word, the most awful word in the English tongue. Murder doesn't hold a candle to it and hell is just a poor synonym. She was Tegan Snyder, until she became Tegan Malik.