(Also warning this is under editing and there are typos and spelling mistakes because I never spell checked a damn thing) TRIGGER WARNING!!!!! This story contains very disturbing content! Such as: sexual violence, depression, cutting, anxiety, and other obscene topics. It is purely my imagination and in no way true! (Disclaimer - July 27th, 2016 : it's been a year or 2 since I've written this story, now I hate it and its sequel, I've thought about taking it down but I just can't bring myself to do it. There are many, many, many typos because I didn't proofread at all when I wrote this. ) If you are not phased by any of this please read,I hope you enjoy. (Also I swear I'm not stupid I just don't spell check any of my stuff so there are a multitude of mistakes) -Author Jack has depression,has had anxiety,he cuts,he also has a crush on mark. He got depression when his girl friend left him,he got anxiety when he realized he liked mark. He started citing when he realized mark would never like him back. He tells mark about his depression and anxiety over Skype,but then his internet fails............. What happens now?