I fell for him. I completely trusted him, but then he neglected me. Ignored me. Left me to die. Zayn Malik abandoned his girlfriend and cheated. Can I ever trust him? No, I can't. I started a new life without him...but it's hard. He came back, but not for me. Maybe for other girls. Maybe for more fame. Maybe for hurting actions. He doesn't care for me and I don't care for him...we don't care for each other anymore. I cried my feelings away. Or did I? Do I still love him...does he still live me? I'm confused. He's confused. Why am I still thinking about him?! What's wrong with him!? What's wrong with me!? Am I falling all over again...? I can't...but the truth is...I am
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