This is suppose to be a joyous time. I just cant stop thinking about Phillip. Its my fault hes gone. Why couldnt I have will power. Yes initially I just wanted to use Phillip, because Aiko was doubting his self. I wanted to make him jealous. Then since I was lonely ever in my wildest dreams did I think he would completely loose it. Aiko is eccentric. But I didn't think and she starts crying.
"Honey you have got stop beating yourself up" Aiko said.
"Phillip new the risk of crossing me" he said.
"Honey I dont blame you" he said.
" I should have been honest with you". "When we first had sex and you turned the tables on me, I questioned my manhood" he said.
"Im used to being the Dom".
"And I was wrong for denying you sex" he said.
"But baby to put it bluntly" he said.
"It is What it is".
"Now lets go to the cemetery and put flowers on his grave" he said.
"You can even talk to him" he said.
"That always cheers you up".
"Then we can eat and when we get back I'll run you a ba...