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November 1st (Frerard)

November 1st (Frerard)

328K Reads 25.2K Votes 33 Part Story
kier By babyspiders Completed

It's the lake in November, and the move closer to the ocean, and Gerard's fixation, and Gerard's compulsions like tidal waves dragging him down, and Mikey's more distant than ever: like they're drifting out into the middle of the ocean, whereas Gerard's just stuck there: water turning to quicksand around him, drowning.

And it's the letter; Frank finds it on the floor of the boys' bathroom on the first floor. It's dropped in accident, perhaps from a pocket or something, and it's drenched in what Frank hopes is tap water, and the words: scrawled in blue ink are difficult to make out as the words join together in a fuzzy inky mess.

The only paragraph legible is the final one, and even still, it barely is: 'I've been underwater for a long time now, but I'm not drowning, I'm beginning to think I can breathe like this, but I can't, I'm gasping for breath, and I have to do this, Mikey, I have to end this myself. I'm going to the lake on the 1st of November, don't wait for me... I'm not coming back.'

And the name signed at the bottom is little more than a smudged mess of blue ink, and there's nothing Frank can do about it, but he knows for certain that the one thing he can't do is ignore this letter, and he reminds himself of that as he folds it into his pocket.

It's a suicide note, Frank's stupid, but not stupid enough to brush over that fact, and whoever this person is, Frank knows that they most certainly don't deserve to die. And Frank isn't going to let them.

Because he's going to find this person; he's got time now at least, and he can save them, he will save them - Frank promises himself that.

But one person in a whole school, it's like a needle in a haystack, but he's got time, it's November 1st in thirty days, and he can only hope that it will be enough.

He's got one month: the date is October 1st.

i have a polaroid camera but i never use it because i never have film lmao
GoodbyeHelena GoodbyeHelena a day ago
Ok but im sorry that "them" is really f.ucking with my mind, like no offense im just not used to it anf i dont understand a thing 😂
GoodbyeHelena GoodbyeHelena a day ago
i sWEAR IM READING THIS FIC (THAT LOOKS AMAZING TBH) ONLY CAUSE I DONT WANNA F.UCK UP MY MIND WITH ASOTM CAUSE EVERYBODY'S TELLING ME TO READ IT FML
my houses doors are so easy you literally can use anything and they'll unlock lmao
How come in Frerard fan fictions Ray's always just that one friend
crimsonrx crimsonrx Apr 10
just imagine extremely dramatically: I,,, HAVE TO,,, DOT THIS!!!!!!