Living in Hell
''I have lost so much. I have been hurt so much. I have shed to many tears. I have hurt to many people. You can't love me'' I yelled. I was crying now and mascara was proably dripping down my face. ''Besides....I live in hell'' I added.
He stared at me for a while. Then her grabbed my hand. I pushed him away from me. ''I don't care what you did, Selena. I still love you'' he said. I winced. That word....Love. From him, from anyone other then my parents and siblings?
I frowned and backed away slowly.
''You can't love a person who lives in hell. You can't love a person who hates living'' I screamed at him, tears still pouring out of my eyes.
I began walking at a fast pace, away from him. I didn't want to say anything else that will hurt him because truthfully, I do love him, but I will hurt him. I have gotten myself into alot and he doesn't need to be apart of it either. I protect those I love from living with me in hell.
''I don't care'' I heard him yell behind me.
Selena Rosenduez has been through hell. No part of her life was really perfect. She has been kicked out of her parents house, abused by her aunt, she has passed out drunk, she has stole things, she has a scar running down her face, and she is in possesion of a gun. She had almost been raped 2. She has been stabbed. She has almost got in a physical fight with her mom. She has pushed her best friend through a window. She has been sexually harrased. She calles life hell. She is living in hell and she doesn't want to drag people in there with her.
When she tries to get her life back in check, she makes 2 new friends. She becomes close with them and soon they are like sisters. But what causes herself to overdose on pills because of her friend? She meets a boy and she takes liking to her. Thats when she starts having these break downs. She soon learns to control it but it isnt that easy. Find out what is like for Selena...Living In Hell!