Once upon a Star, a long time ago

Mostly a dump of Star Wars ideas I had, but I got really serious in one story. Which is one I think I will really work on.
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You were just a normal student going to college and working until one day you found a strange blue crystal outside your backyard. A shower of stars had just rained. You travel to Episode One of Star Wars and train to become a Jedi once you realize you can use the force. You had traveled as a child about the right age to start your training.
But you weren't powerful enough to defend anyone, and you failed to help. You feared you failed and skipped to the next time the movies pick up in the fourth movie. You keep training, trying to change, but still weak, you hide in the background, hiding yourself.

It was the third u used the crystal; you could no longer run away, as you were in Episode 7. Would you run away again or actually try to save someone?
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This will loosely follow the events of the new part I grew to hate once the magic and illusion faded, now seeing what Disney did to my favorite franchise. Force Awkwardness had a good start and promising potential, but what they did to Lucas, the creator, and threw his ideas away was just frustrating, especially when they didn't listen to him.
Sorry, I've been away for a long time. I've been having a lot of personal problems, and I don't really know who even reads my stuff anymore, but I am trying to get back into writing after everything that's happened. I hope I can continue writing. Thank you for reading.

My inspiration was @TheMoodyPossum, as I recently read their story on Star Wars. "Star Wars: Episode Huh?" A good read.