my gamer boyfriend (Ben drowned x reader)

my gamer boyfriend (Ben drowned x reader)

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Reneè Alaska By benn__drowned Updated Dec 22, 2015

(Your pov)

Beep beep beep!

I groaned, rolling over and grabbing my phone. The light burning my eyes, I swiped the off button on my alarm.

I got up, turning my lamp on and grabbing some clothes and running into the bathroom to take a shower.

After my shower, I threw on my clothes, did my makeup, and straightened my hair.

I went back to my room, grabbing my legend of Zelda bookbag. 

I heard the bus pull up and quickly ran out the door, making sure to lock my bedroom door so much older brother doesn't go in.

I live with my brother, he's 18. After my parents died a month ago. 

I am a very depressed person, I lost my best friend, Ben, when I was young. Then I lost my parents .

I don't show my depression, I always fake smiles it's a talent you could say.

When I got on the bus everything went silent, everyone knows my parents died last month and I haven't been to school since.

I sat in the back and got out my phone.

Ich hasse mien leben (I hate my life) 

kenny_fnaf kenny_fnaf Aug 15
I legit have a legend of Zelda backpack XD it has the triforce on it (idk if I spelled that right)
I have that talent I can't tell the difference between a real or fake smile anymore
HeartsChan HeartsChan Sep 26
I have three brothers,one is 20,the other is 16 and the lil one is 8
I have mastered the art of fake smiling! Its a good thing though, at least no one asks questions
Yea i couldnt agree more (also i was raised in Germany and im so happy somebody inderstands me!!)
I'm pretty good at acting
                              I can smile,force tears, fake laugh, and fake anger just by memorizing how exactly I act when I have that emotion and copying it exactly.